I haven’t uploaded anything in such a long time. Whoops. Where has the time gone?!
I still answer questions and whatever and I’m sorry SUPER SORRY. I’m a busy bee in real life (I know, who knew I had a life outside of Tumblr?! That’s allowed on this site?).
Guess I’ll get back to my sketch book 🙇
Here’s what happened:
Woke up to go the dentist. Thought I was just going for a cleaning.
Next thing I knew, I had my own room for FIVE AND A HALF hours and they’re drilling on my teeth.
One half of my face is still numb. I can only breathe out one nostril and it’s awkward to blink.
I’m stuck in a temporarily permanent (I don’t know what I’m saying) winking face. I can’t even be in pain without being embarrassing.
The other half of my face hurts so bad.
I don’t know if I’ll get to the nail art challenge today. Don’t be surprised if you don’t see it until tomorrow.
Saturday was our next Daily/Weekly Nail Challenge day, and I was painting late at night and fell asleep as soon as I finished it. I didn’t sleep at all that night. I got up around 9am, and tried to get some things accomplished. Dizziness and nausea decided to join the party, too! It was about 4pm before I could get to my computer, and before I even knew it, it’s now 8am! Guess I had to make up for the sleepless nights I’ve had lately.
I need to get to posting my nail challenge, and, again, I’m so sorry!
I’ll write you (another) letter telling you how great of a person you are.
I’ve been busy over these past few days, and I completely forgot to post a couple things! Posts coming here in a few. :)
It’s Thanksgiving Day here in the United States, and on this particular day, people share what they’re thankful for. I don’t need a special day to be thankful for my family (including my pets), few friends, etc.; I’m thankful for that every day, no matter how the day goes or whether I’m aware or unaware of it. However, I am making this post for all of you: my followers.
As of early June, many things in my life began to get out of control: Relationships falling apart, family issues, and plenty more that I won’t get into. It was just one thing after another after another, that I didn’t know when it was going to end. Has it all ended? No. But I have been finding ways to cope.
I just got so caught up into my feelings. I continuously beat myself up because I couldn’t fix everything and I felt like I wasn’t good enough for other people. So much to the point that I became the most unhappy person. But more importantly, it made me forget about you all.
I couldn’t bring myself to do nail art because nail art is a big part of my life that makes me happy, and I didn’t want to ruin it. I ended up forgetting about the people that got me this far; the people that believed in me, the ones that didn’t give up on my abilities. I disregarded the ones that I inspired to start doing nail art and their blogs, the ones that have sent me positive messages, the people that have thanked me for helping them get through a rough patch in their life or supporting family and friends that were having troubles of their own. I completely shuffled the people that I’ve made smile to the back of my mind.
I honestly feel horrible about it, because I’ve never been that kind of person. I’ve always felt the need to put other people first before myself. Instead, over these few months, I’ve taken the selfish route and put myself first, and I’m ashamed of myself, and slightly disgusted.
Do I still beat myself up over the previously mentioned? Definitely. Am I back to my more happy, cheerful, self? Not exactly. But I’m finding different ways to deal with it all. And, most importantly, I’ve remembered to keep you all in mind.
To you, to all four-thousand-something of you, I truly and deeply apologize. From now on, I will try my very best to do better. I’m thankful for every single one of you! I don’t want you to ever feel like you’re just a number.
With everything in me,
There are going to be a few posts coming up, so I might be cluttering your dash. Sorry in advance!
LMFAO - Sorry for Party Rockin’! (The black glitter looks awesome in person!)
Hey everyone! It’s been a busy week, so I haven’t had time to do anything. But I will have some designs done for tomorrow or the weekend! I think I might do another B&BW design, who knows. And thank you all so much for the likes, reblogs, and follows! It’s so appreciated!
Do you have any design suggestions (if you have any ideas, please answer this. I’d love to read your thoughts!) ?